johanna damon Poems

Scars not seen but they are there none the less
The scars are on my heart
The questions in my mind
I wonder if he knows how bad he hurt me
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dont ask me how i feel cuz ill just say fine
dont ask me what scares me cuz ill say nothing
dont ask me to take off my mask of happiness cuz i wont
dont ask me to trust you cuz i cant
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Said he loved me
Now he don't
Told me he'd always be by my side
Well he lied
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Crashing burning tearing me up inside
Feels like i just died
Wrapped in a hole of darkness needing you by my side
I miss you want you crave you it hurts so bad i just cried
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skin on skin
touching tasting feeling you
i hear you whisper in my ear that the time is almost near
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so many thoughts tumbling in my mind
so many that i cant sleep tonight
all i can think about is him
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i think its time you know
about all the pain ive been through
you dont know how i feel
and it tears me up inside
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a hunger deep inside
i cannot hide
a want
a need
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crying screaming dying
locking all my fears inside
when people could hear me i was ignored
they just seemed bored
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You took everything I had
You broke everything I was
Like I was made of glass
Like I was made of paper
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