Josh B. Poems

When I wake I see there is a light placed over my head
I'm laying on some bed

as I lay in the bed I hear a familiar voice ask
...

Missing you
loving you
like I do
I drive myself crazy without you
...

what is that word again?
The one that describes me
cutting my wrist to end my life?
...

**this poem is kinda weird, i wrote it off the top of my head....w/e**

You can't change what is meant to be,
that is your set destiny.
...

As I lay here bleeding,
your name carved in my wrist

your actions were so misleading,
...

You mean the world to me
We were meant to be
You are my once upon a time
and happily ever after
...

Inside I'm broken, beaten,
and abused.
When you ask me, I'll tell you
that's the reason that I
...

When I come to I see my bedroom light bright and blinding over my head.
As I lay there on my bed I hear a familiar voice say 'please don't be dead.'
I can barely remember hitting the vein and pushing the plunger to numb the pain. I'm feeling regret, I think I lost the draw, and pushed too far. If I could count my chances I've had plenty I feel I'll soon be a statistic in which there are too many.
...

Inside my heart, I miss her.
I'll never let it show...
Because I don't want anyone to know I never wanted to
let her go.
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I don't need you here, so let
me make that clear!
what you did filled me with
hate.
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