she death awaken like the dawn of a new day...
yet darkness still follows her...
questioning a new day of her existence....
she craves a day of happiness...
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she does sleep but yet for awhile....
i feel her with every breath...
waiting to make me the prey yet once again...
she wakes.. she sleeps but for a very short time... for from the prey must she feast....
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i was sitting on my front porch
waiting for the day to pass
then, something just happened
it was like the time just stopped
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i go to bed thinking about you every night.
i'm warred why? why?
why am i doing this?
why am i dreaming about you?
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i'm wishing on you
because you should be with me
i'm wishing that you could be with me
that you would understand why i love you
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my sister, you're shone me what life is about
how to live
you're shone me what true love is and where to find it.
and when you do find it to never lat it go
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One beautiful misery day I was almost safe,
I was shameful wealth
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i lay my head down on his cheat and cried because he had lived
because he had died.
because i was afraid I'd lost him forever.
a desert of emotions
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why? so much pain so much lost.
need more love but get more pain.
i give you more but you don't give back why?
am i no good
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not a day goes by where i don't want to give up
my heart aches
i'm trying to be stronger, i wish i was stronger but i'm not.
i'm trying to forget the lies, the cheating
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