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I Should Let Go

Here I am again, wide awake,
Trying to cope with the hidden ache.
Kept on telling myself to let go
And to stay away from you.

Another day has passed, another day for facade
Trying really hard to hide these feelings I had
Smiling to fake a face, deep inside so sad
Soon to be a member of the 'CIA' squad.

I felt syringe in my heart struck
Tons of pain, loaded in a truck
More that anyone can carry on his back,
When my heart was torn apart

I know that I should have let go
Of these feelings I had for you, long time ago
In order to have a new phase to undergo
And for myself to grow.

So, please tell me what to do
To stop my yearnings and cravings for you,
To be able to start my life anew
Without the thought of 'me' and 'you'

You may think I am always happy
But that's not really what your eyes see
For I am as troubled as the rumbling sea
That needs a warm arm alike to thee.

Some say, 'It is maybe not your time, yet'
And that love is always a form of bet
That you need to cast your luck out of your net,
To take the risk, and be content with whatever you get.

But I realized just as of this moment
That we could not engage in a certain commitment
That would make me feel I'm complacent
And give my heart its desired contentment.

So, I guess, it's time to say goodbye
I hope you are happy all the time
Perhaps, I will find the woman who'd rightfully mine
Who's also waiting for me on the road, of the other side.

I should, now, let your hand slip
For it is not mine to keep
I will just watch you from afar
Even if it would make look like a beggar

I can't make myself love another
Nor get a woman as your reliever
I really can't force my heart to forget
Those memories we have that I will never, ever regret.

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