Justin Hendricks

I found you in a cold place.
You were hurt when I took you in.
And fell into your abounding grace.
Now I dont want this to end.
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Today I managed to be so brave,
As to ask you for just a date,
But when I asked you on that day.
A warm spring day in the middle of May.
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As I remember that fateful morning.
Of the death of a man I'd been lifelong adoring.
I got the news shortly after midnight.
And just knew it couldn't be right.
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You keep pushing me away.
Then praying for me to stay.
But this day you pushed me too far.
It will now be just too hard,
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Gazing upon the blood stains before me,
My heart skips a beat knowing what i've done.
Disappointing everyone that i see.
Maybe it's time to try a gun.
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You make me angry no more.
Tonight you'll cry for what you loose.
It's something you can't get back.
My heart or yours? It's time to choose.
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Now I've jumped there's no retreat.
I can't believe I accomplished such a feat.
The days grew long and much to hard.
And now i took it much to far.
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Now wake up and see them all.
Are they really what you thought?
Or are they just making you fall.
Into yourself in which you fought.
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Footsteps unheard down this old road.
Only the laughter of all my mistakes.
Mistakes I made that only showed.
A less than human image no one fakes.
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There is no love in your web of lies.
Only hate that cannot be replaced.
Nor is there any lust in your crys.
Only trust thats forever defaced.
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My bloods filled with sorrow.
Drowning you within my despair.
Loving like there's no tomorrow.
Even if you do not care.
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If you gaze into my heart.
You might could make it start.
But these demons found it first.
As I can only assume the worst.
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Alone again, Just another day.
A day in a life that has no meaning,
or reason for me to stay,
just constant cold sharp feelings.
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There's no way to forget what I've lost.
Forgetting would be impossible in this life.
Remembering though will harm at such a cost.
Even more than my blood stained knife.
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Blood flows from my hells gate.
So slowly as if to recall.
All the memories and all the hate.
All the pain I once saw.
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Erase you from my memory,
Is what I'll do tonight.
Forget the times we had.
Now I'll do whats right.
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One is an emo, one is a prep.
One wants to die, one wants to accept.
One wants to cry, One wants to cheer.
One wants no life, One wants no fear.
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One this night you shouldn't cry my name,
for you have no reason to desire this love.
Hiding your lies as you play this game,
I found out and your no longer the one above.
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Day is spent wondering through my field.
Love and sorrow, so tender so real.
No birds sing or crickets cry.
In my field all must die.
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What will you do when he breaks your heart?
What will you say when he does not stay?
What will you hear when he calls your name?
What will you fear when he comes untame?
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