Kaia Gronnbeck

You hurt me with your words
You hurt me with your silence
Your love cuts me deeper than any sword
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Cruel beyond words
IT breaks the surface
Filling my stomac
Filling my chest
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Am i shy or outgoing?
Am i happy or in pain?
Will my mind crumble
Under the chemical
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Oh, my God, im dying
I say

(Not for the first time today)
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I looked in the mirror and what did i se?
A beautiful girl looking right back at me
Her red rosy lips, and her eyes shining bright
Who could resist such a beautiful sight
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Frost,
biting my arms through my coat
The sky is dark blue, almost black
with little holes in it
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Hip deep in snow
I carry My world
on my sholders
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I did it again!
Put my self out there
Reminding the world of my existence
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Cold shards of knowledge
Boring painfully into my brain.

It raises its defences
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Fear is hiding
in all of me

I banish it
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In the making of me
you made a misstake
not to complain
its hard to create
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Comfort me
Tell me its all gonna be ok
Drain the pain
from my chest, as i surely can
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