kaliaha hogue

Suicide, suicide
Your presence is near
Suicide, suicide
I wish you were here
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Death is a sharp pain to the heart
Death is a feeling of sadness and a pain that won't go away
Death is a sign to let you know it's your time to go
Death is something you can't run from
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when i look in the mirror i cry because the site of me is dead inside.
when i look in the mirror i hate what i see.
im not the girl i use to be.
when i look in the mirror i see a black shadow hovering
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Some fathers are just father figures;
A real father is still very rare;
That’s why I value so highly
The father/son/daughter bond that we share.
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Suicide
It's all i think about
Suicide
Can't get it out
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Wake up every morning sad
Go to sleep every night mad
But why sad
Sad cause I’m alive
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MOTHER, YOU ARE ONLY MOTHER
Mother, you are only mother,
because of you,
i got thoughts and rituals,
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anger is anger
anger makes you scream
anger makes you hate
anger takes control
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You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
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for where there is light there is god for where there is dark with stars there is hope for all the boys and girls that cry at night wishing for a better day and a sweeter night just remember that there is always tomorrow and with time go will make a way to make it better if it is in his will.
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Death become friend,
no its not a sin,
my family hurted me so much,
leaving me with no one to trust,
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The day i met Jay

I met jay the only guy i can be myself with he makes me feel like i can be the silly goofy girl i am
he accpets me for me and doesnt care how girly i am he holds me like im the only girl he wasnt and needs
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Have you ever cried so hard that your face turned red
that your head hurted so bad you wished you were dead.
tried to kill yourself but the pain hurted to much so you yelled at the mirror screamed and
fussed you wanted to say something else but you didn't wanna cuss.so you laid
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Everyday i look at her to see her beauty to hear her words.
my mother is strong smart and wise but if anything would happen to her i would cry
it breaks my heart to see her go to the hospital from time to time
i wish one day for a light to shine if she's gone i have nowhere to run
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this Christmas i didn't as for much just the single love of my mothers touch
but she didn't give me that cover it with a necklace so i smiled crying on the inside cuz i never get what i want
i asked 4 one thing this year and didn't get it i guess Santa said im to old for
Christmas maybe he's right maybe if someone came along and said to me
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