Katie P...

I cry when you are with me,
i cry when you are away,
& i still cry when i first see you.
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O Daddy, please understand me,
Cause i don't understand myself,
O Daddy, please sing with me,
Cause i don't sing to myself,
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If ever i were to love you,
would you love me back?
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I had a life long story that one day included you.
The next day, i decided to throw that part of the story out.

You ask me why i throw it out?
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I liked 1, but then began falling for the other as he acted to fall for me. He backs off, & the other backs on.
I'm one girl. Caught between 2 guys.
Guy 1 is shy, but still out there. He makes me smile, and laugh. He's a pro at everything, but i just don't get what he wants from me? Friends, or more?
Guy 2 is extremely friendly, not shy, but definitely out there(in a good kind of way) . He knows how to make romantic moments, but to have a great time as well. We were just 2 humans, living our own lives at one time, but now, are we friends or are we more?
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I try so hard to please you
and at the same time i have to try so hard to please all of them.
When i try so hard, all i do is mistake,
and when, at the times i feel most faraway from them,
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You looked, I smiled.
You smiled, I blushed.
You talked, I giggled.
You texted, & I texted.
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I say i live for you.
But i don't tell you.

I say i'd die for you.
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I have fallen for the sake of love.
You became my friend, and made me fall.

I want to be the one you hold in your arms.
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I try everyday,
to make you smile, and laugh
but, i get nothing.
I try to show you my smile, and
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Everyday is a new day filled with light.
Every night is a new night filled with darkness.

When i awaken at sunrise i think of you.
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I thought i had my best friend, my friend from elementary school, to middle school, & all the way through high school.
As a kid, i created my wedding list, & she was my maid of honor #2.
Now, i am older, & i see that things have changed,
My best friend, my friend from Elementary school, to middle school, & all the way through high school, is no longer, my best friend.
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I watch you grow,
I watch you smile.
I watch you love her,
Like you used to love me.
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You live in a place,
& this place to you is known as your life.
You live everyday,
& watch everyone learn, struggle, & live their life, as they try to live it eachday.
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I try,
I try so hard everyday,
to become better,
a better person with a better life,
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Life is something bigger than anyone can even begin to describe.
Adventurous,
Mysterious,
Scary,
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It's so hard not to like you,
when we get those looks while were together.

It's so hard not to like you,
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