Kay Tee Poems

Don't value me by the combination of letters that spell out my identity
Don't presume you have an understanding of my wishes and my fantasies
Don't describe my capabilities by the origin of my roots
Don't disregard the journey of my ancestors who have led me here with you
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Tell me what you feel
When you speak out to the world
Does your spirit feel so frozen
Does your voice forget your words
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Drown me in the calmness that exists amongst my misery
Make me a companion of the darkness that lives deep in me
Help me get to know him through the depths of my despair
Let him loose outside of me
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I wish we could talk, somewhere quiet, where we'd walk
And I'd tell you of all that I've learned
About your worries and wonders of all their eyes that could wander
And reflect all the pain that you've turned
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He loved her smile, he loved her hair
He loved how sometimes she didn't care.
He loved the twinkle in her eyes
He loved her more than all, to her surprise.
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You have me spinning
Looking for what used to be
I'm in search of something
May be in search of me
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Im not really sure how to begin
you left me on a string so thin
begging screaming let me in
hanging till I fall again
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Beauty, is in the eye of the beholder
Who holds her.
Feeling her in
Feeling her closer.
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Now is when you lead my heart to places far away, fool me with destructive words that mean too much to say. Now is when I look at you and hold back all my fears, tell you that I need you now, and lied all these passed years. Now is when you'll look straight at me with a disappointed face, feel the rhythm of my breath, pounding like I'm in a race. Now is when you tell me that it's just too little and too late. 'we could have been happy, you could of had it all, it could have been so great..'
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One could see the murky look in her eyes
shes distraught of life and sick of the lies
she wont tell me why, she dissembles her feelings
she lives day by day saying words with no meanings
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