Kayla August Poems

Talking with a broken heart, don't know what you've done to me!
I didn't know what I have until I lost it, and now that I have lose you, I can never get you back.Sitting in the front seat of your car is when I realize that the worst way to miss you was when you're right beside me and yet I know I can never have you.

I know love is when you miss someone whenever you're apart, but even though I am here and you are there some how I felt warm inside because you were close to my heart.I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true.No matter what happens...I will always have a thing for you. It hurts to know that I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
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Why can't I believe when people say my pain going to be over
They say the rain will stop and the sun will start to shine again
But why can't I believe?
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I wasn't independent, so I never had his attention.
Wasn't beautiful, so I couldn't be his satisfaction.
All the girls around, where my biggest competition.
When he flirt with them, I was full of vexation.
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Thinking about you for so long
staying up crying all night long
what had happen to us?
why you had to go and change who you are
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I don't want to remember him as being dead
he is still alive in all the promises I've kept
Even in pain his eyes sparkle and shine
I wasn't able to touch or hug him, to let him know how important he was in my life. I don't want to remember the pain he felt because of my stupidity, memories of a horrible night can't fade away.
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I don't know why I feel this way am I ill
maybe i'm losing my mind or maybe i'm confused
I got a funny feeling in my heart
I feel like my thoughts are running ahead of me
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Baby I love you, you bring the beauty of a love life story.
I hope my faith last forever cause baby you are my dream come true.
With all my doubts removed
I'd go anywhere, do anything, to prove how much
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My spirit is my protector
He goes out at night, and
tells me what is right
He know how i feel
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It is a mystery why I fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens to me. It is a mystery when it comes my way. It is a mystery why my love grows and it is a mystery why my love fails.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in my life-the gift of love will come to me in full flower. This is the dream I want and to take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexperssible beauty. More often, it will come and take hold of me, celebrate in me for a brief moment, then it will move on.
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We were like body and ecstasy so tight with each other.
You were my dream come true, it felt so real then suddenly turns into the worst nightmare that have me crying in my sleep. How could this be? why me?
You break me, you break my heart, you break everything!
I taught you said you will always love me, where is the love?
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