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he says that he loves me then he kisses me.
he says that he is sorry then he kisses me
he lied then he kisses me
before he leaves he kisses me
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u can't understand the way i felt when you cheated?
u can't understand the way i felt when you lied?
u can't understand the way it broke my heart when i wanted to hurt you?
u can't understand the way i wanted to kill her.
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why do i feel this way alot?
i feel as though im always sad my shrink said that deppresion is like an ugly monster that just always messes with the people im my head.or shall i say overpowers them.
Why am i always so worried?
i worry that the next day my sun doesnt shine anymore.
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all the days go by and everything changes each day.
from the begining life has been hard and hard to get by.
but now life is wonderful.
when you finally find the one who loves you and would do anything to ensure that you are happy and that you are safe i love that.
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