Kayla Yeager

I lay and bleed,
Screaming and trying,
Trying to break free,
Trying to stop to think.
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Destined to be
What I am not
To be changed
To be made
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I can not describe
The pain I feel inside
Its been two mounths
I still need you in my life
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The pounding in my head,
The acking in my back.....
The feeling that I decribe
Sounds like a heart-attack!
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You scream and yell,
And I kiss you still.
You bash and crash,
And still i kiss you.
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Kill me and burn the body, for i WILL love again, and you OH you. Wounderful you that you are. The heart crashing, backstabbing you. The you that made the deilving promice and then broke it in half. You said that you'd be there for me, but where are you now. If you can't keep a little promice, Then you'll end up alone, cold in a bed that is made from ice seaping from you shirving heart. But I, on the other had, will end up happy with the man I love.

With bleeding love and a taped up heart,
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I jump into my car,
To slowly kill the rage.
I push down the peddle,
Not a working gage!
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Monday is here.
I still can't breath.
The stress of Johnathan,
Is slowly getting to me.
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I reach into the depths of my soul,
To pull out what little feeling is left.
My life is out of control,
Could this be my last breath?
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So depressed,
So upset,
So unloved,
So messed up.
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One little girl
Lies in her bed
With wounderful dreams
Dancing in her head
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Why do we do,
The things we put each-other through.
Why can't we play nice,
And be best friends for life.
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Love or hate.
Is it your fate?
Will you cry?
Do or die.
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I do what I do
And I do it for you

Help me please
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As I step into the shadows of death,
I relize I am on my last breath.

Every dropp of innicence is lost,
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The throbbing pain,
The numbing knif,
The rush to my vains,
The sencence to a long and painful life
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Please don't ask me too hold you hand
Please don't ask if you can be my man

Please just love me for the rest of my life
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They way I feel
I can't describe
The words you said
Brings tears to my eyes
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An eye for an eye.
A heart for a heart.
And in the end,
I got smart.
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