Kayte Stacy

I loved you when you didn't.
I loved you when you cried,
I loved you when you took those pills,
I loved you when you almost died.
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As the last few moments drew so near,
I cradled my head in my arms to cry.
I finally felt the choking fear,
For a friend sentenced to die.
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Stop trying to lick Zaks balls.
He won't let you.
So just stop trying.
I know you lick
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When you see him in the halls,
I know you want
to lick his balls.
I know his picture is
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Today I thought about us,
How much I love you,
Over and over I see visions of what
Maybe our children will look like.
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I could give you the moon
and hand it to you on a string.
I could grow flowers in the rain
and turn a storm into spring.
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It's like a bittersweet addiction,
I get withdraws without the pain.
Your kiss almost kills me
but I need the poison in my veins.
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I held your hand as it went cold.
I couldn’t leave your side.
The nurse came with words to console,
But the entire time I cried.
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Even though I loved you
That wasn't enough
Heart and sould didn't matter
And you needed more
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I step side to side,
(It's the last song)
The music's slow, I start to cry.
(It's our last song)
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Hold my hand tight.
Please don't lose me.
Don't let me stray from your sight.
Don't allow me to brake free.
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I think of you.
When it rains outside.
About how we're through.
About how hard I tried.
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I never liked your illusions,
At least the ones' that I could see.
Now I have these addictions,
to visions of what we could be.
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Why won't I just die,
Why am I still here,
You've hurt me enough times,
I've shed enough tears.
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