Kelly Chapman

Your first Christmas in Heaven will surely be
A far grander one than here on Earth we will ever see.
With gold all the streets will be paved
And in God's Holy Light you will be bathed.
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Everyone I ever loved I have pushed away.
I don't know why I thought you were here to stay.
Like Beyonce, I thought I was underneath your halo.
But I look up and have singelhandedly put out your glow.
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Things are spinning fast,
I can hardly breathe,
I look in the mirror,
This can't possbile be me.
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The last dance
Our first kiss
Your touch is my bliss.
You said I'm beautiful,
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You say I'm distant
Like I don't care
But maybe I have emotions
I just don't know how to share.
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I'm sorry I lied and made you cry.
I shouldn't have come home late
and said that it's you I hate.
I shouldn't have hit you and called you a bi*ch...
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Don't cry to me,
You don't love me,
You think you're special, like you have the power to control me,
It's too late to change now,
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Our love was strong,
like a current,
Mighty and true.
Forever...an eternity I wanted to spend with you.
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The blood from my vein is running down my wrist,
But I don't feel pain, just sweet bliss.
It's fu**ed up the joy that I feel
It really should hurt when you see your filleted skin peel.
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