Kendra Sullivan

With the razor kissed wrists
this is my bright red scream
as I press down harder blood begins to surface
I convince myself 'you don't feel pain, forget it, it's worth it'
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what the hell iz wrong with the world today?
people go by looks and not personality.
Inside me iz a awesome person that no one knows.
i know people look at me and say ew or sometimes maybe worse.
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i think of all that i have done
the lust of love i think so dear
i cry upon the clear fall
i get up ask whos there
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Life sucks.
Life is great.
Life is like a roller coster.
life has love.
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One time to many,
One cut to deep,
Three times the pressure,
One shot to kill,
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when i say i love you know its true
i care alot for you
i try to always make you happy
i let u know i care
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why did you leave meh in this dark place alone
i know it was hard and i feel the same
the tears running down my cheeks are saying im the blame
i sit here every night wondering where u are
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Time is passing can this be real?
I feel oh so fuking ill
A bullet to the head
A stab in the chest
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would you care if i was dead or alive?
would you care if i was crying or had a broken heart?
would you care to make me smile when i was down?
as i sing my sad song i think of what ive missed
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i cant believe anymore
i cant trust
i cant love
i cant sleep
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Our time is here out time is now,
From life to death,
Were here till the end,
we got birth we get death
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i can not get u off meh mind
your in my heart forever
i do not lie about u and i
i will love you always
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I cant describe how i feel
i know i love you and its real
i think about you day and night
i just hope we never fight
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i think about you
the love i do chase
i long 2 see ur shining face
2 feel ur soft embrace
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Hes the reason i awake
id give my soul for him to take
for what its worth i do care
no need to worry i am there
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Running the race before time runs out
my thoughts of you slow meh down
but i dont mind cuz i want u around
yes life iz though but i get by
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if one night passed and we laughed
what if i cryed and you lied
we would fight i would scream
you and me were ment to be
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The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
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