Nicole Delong

Suddenly it hurts the most
the memories that i hold so close
i stand with tears inside my eyes
reminded of our sad goodbyes
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You were fine that final day.
Now you lay motionless,
Silence all about.
Thinking of what to say
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Finding out our love is gone
That the bond just isnt there
Breaks me more than life itself
Nothing hurt more than losing you
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Another day you had gone.
Again take them all but me.
After I begged you not to stay.
Again alone with him.
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A special angel whispered tomorrow will bring sadness and pain.

Then softly says one day I'll have the love of my life as an angel too, and that sweet moment where we held each other as we danced will come again.
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A special angel whispered today brings sadness and pain.

For today, what feels like yesterday marks the first day I was gone.
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You talk, you judge
You belittle and break.
You laugh and stare.
But if you knew,
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You went out for a while.
I was alone with him.
Before long he came.
The room; dark and cold.
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Would you take me by the hand
and stand beside the sea?
Would you enter frozen waters
just to be beside me?
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Could i come to you, when im afraid?
Could you give a hug, when i needed?
Could i tell you things, i can not to others?
Could you hear me cry, when tears fall dry?
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I fear the day I fall in love.
Would I be loved for who I am?
Or for the appearance an eye craves.
Will it be true, and natural?
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I don't know how I got here,
Where I am,
Why I'm even here.
I don't know why I feel these things,
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If only you were here,
Instead of just inside my dreams.
If only your touch was real,
Instead of just wishful thoughts.
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These thoughts consume me when I'm awake
These thoughts they haunt me as I sleep
I want to play a game
I want to play it rough
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I secretly crave,
to be your slave.
Inside my mind is a raging fire.
My body burning with desire.
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I was a good girl.
I waited for you.
You came in and sat down.
Still I waited… patiently.
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Of all the things in life,
There's one thing I never want.
I walk the thin glass,
On the bridge of life,
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It's hard to free
When you have to keep others peace.
When others happiness is the priority.
It's hard to be free
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Having a heart
Comes as a gift
As well as a curse.
You'll be a healer,
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