Kerrie Smith

Twenty eight years
Yet no fears.
Lost in love.
On the peirs.
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Life's a test and now it's testing me.
To see how strong I want to be.
It picks me up but then knocks me down.
It's hard sometimes but I try not to thrown.
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Revenge is sweet, it doesn't mean hate.
I'm past that now, my life is great.
I'll remember you and what you did,
The lies and secrets you couldn't keep hid.
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I want you so much but I hate what I see,
Bump getting bigger, I can't hide with a T.
No clothes to fit me, my makeup won't do.
I still feel ugly but I know I'll have you.
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A sunny spring day, I got out my bed.
My clothes didn't fit, it went to my head.
My smile became sadness, I couldn't see.
The people around me, what they mean to me.
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That day you left my baby all alone.
Broke my heart, you didn't hear him moan.
Lying in bed, drunk you lay.
Why did I ever let him stay?
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Life as a mum...is a commitment in itself.
The dad can walk away, leaving you on the shelf.
No time for make up, what is a brush?
All i know is...no time is enough.
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Up at six, coffee break.
Kori's up, wide awake.
Smiley face, my happy boy,
time to change your nappy boy.
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The hand that rocks my cradle,
The hand that loves me.
Which hand rocks my cradle?
I still cannot see.
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Funny to think, how things can go.
I look at my life and what I have to show.
Beautiful girls and a handsome young man.
Weird how that was never the plan.
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When I was young I did not know,
What I should do or where to go.
Did what I thought a woman should do,
And my little bumps grew and grew.
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Almost twenty-eight, my life passing by.
When I say I am happy, that is not a lie.
I'm proud of my kids and what they have become.
I'm proud of my job as a great mum.
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My little angel, my shining star.
I will teach you to write and you will go far.
Your numbers will come, we'll practice more.
For you are my child who I adore.
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Ten tiny fingers and Ten tiny toes.
Cute little lips and a button nose.
Wide little eyes as I try to see,
All the people who believe in me.
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Woke with a smile, from my special boy.
He melts my heart, he fills it with joy.
His smile is contagious, his cute little eyes.
Running around and he rarely cries.
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I create my own life, try to stay in control.
Beautiful kids but my heart has a hole
A need to be cuddled and loved a bit more.
I know who i want, the rejection is sore.
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I was your sister right from the start.
Maybe not blood but always in heart.
Someone special, you are too me.
I'm sorry but I needed to be free.
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