Biography of Kevin Ortiz
Small time junior poet lol. That's all there is to it. Good writer and never a biter xD
Kevin Ortiz's Works:
None... Want to be published someday though....
Kevin Ortiz Poems
(Really old poem of mine...) Breaking u...
Let yur heart bleed out oh so steadily See if I'll take yu back so readily Let the pain become yu while yu breathe heavily But yur in pain cuz yu left me selfishly
Sometimes I lie awake in agony and beg for a release Finally I've found a solution, simply get this life to cease Rip my heart out and leave it for you in my will My last wish is to never clean up the blood that I spill
Having a little fun....
Sometimes I lay on my bed and I get to thinkin about you And how you sing the sweet sonnet of the body erotic Sometimes I see you and have instict to grab you by your arms and kiss you I wanna throw you on my bed and show you things no other man can ever do
To all y'all people that are always bleedin red Ya just gon bleed the same red till ya dead And those who is feelin the color blue Get betrayed by their very own crew
Now That It's Gone
Im sitting here without a single word to say. Heartbroken trying to get through day by day. I'm thinking about the day my life became worthless. When you said this relationship wasn't worth it.
I wish you were close to me so I could anything whisper in your ear The reasons I am in love with you, my insecurities and my fear But there's an empty space on my bed that can only filled by isolation The same space is in my heart where I only see desolation
(Clean Version of an Old Poem) Affectio...
Affection is a cruel emotion Its not always a two way street Sometimes we cross paths Others we never meet
What Women Don't Know
Women don't know how they play on mens emotions Thinking they're the only ones who feel any pain and cry oceans They always think the pain is exclusive to they're gender They think the messages won't ever end up killing their sender
Here you have my heart wrapped around your feet So that every step you take, it and the ground meet But still I long for my heart to move and our hearts to greet Connections rise but as conversations get deep, I must retreat
Everyday people have lives based on thousands of mistakes Lonely people take their lives because it gives more than it takes The scriptures say we should live a life that mirrors that of our lord But we abandon those scriptures in order drink life as it's poured
Walking down the streets looking at the faces moving past The world is spinning and the lights are moving fast Her heart is racing and it's been a while Since she's opened up her confidentially locked away file
Battle With The Demons
I need two hearts so I can breathe at night, yours and mine. Even if your heart isn't in me, I feel it pulsating down to my spine. It's beating so strongly, whispering my name in your sweet voice. Those whispers are turning into screams and I'm trying to heed your call.
My dear Juliet, I love you. There's not much else to say there. What do I love about you? Well, how you can make me smile when you aren't even there. How looking into your eyes seems to always make me feel like you were sent down to earth for me. How even the most irrelevant facts about you seem to just pop up into my head. How when my mind drifts for some reason my thoughts always lead to you. Maybe it's how gorgeous you are just idly sitting. You're like my kryptonite, but yet wrapped in lead. I just don't know what to do. I'm stuck here wishing. My mind is telling me I should stay as far away as possible. But my heart says I want you close to me, and it sounds more logical. I'm feeling less like Romeo and more like Paris now that I think about it. Though my reasoning is legitamate, there's something and someone in our way. I wish I could be in your world, but the chair on the ouside is where I sit. Sometimes I look into the mirror and despise the reflection because you aren't in it. I can't seem to tell you I love you enough. Even if I say it a million times, that million and first time isn't tough. In fact it seems easier the more I tell you I love you. I feel like for the first time I actually can justify my emotions and I know they're true. Like how if ever you're upset, I want to murder anyone who is causing you grief. If it's ever me causing you that pain, I feel like committing suicide to make you smile again. If I hadn't recklessly given you my heart, I'd call you a theif. Because I want it back and you're holding it until god knows when. I'm starting to do fine without it, just a bit lovesick. It's funny, it just took the course of a conversation and I was into you, like some sort of magic trick. Something, actually everything about you was just plain incredible. On the other hand, to you, I'm just forgettable. Sometimes when we talk, I feel sparks, but you're wearing rubber gloves. I'm amazed that people can actually feel this way. I feel it too, and now I'm so sure that this is love. If ever anyone breaks your heart, and leaves you wishing and hopin, join me... The heartbreak club's doors are wide open. Until then, I stand here alone waiting on your arrival. Maybe you'll bring my heart back and I can have a revival.
I Always Return
I was so sure that we, were always meant to be God's gift from earth, my love was the purpose of your birth You were supposed to be mine. I felt it from the shivers down my spine. Something in me telling me that you were light in me, something I couldn't see.
Ask Me A Question
Whisper to me while we lay together on this bed
Staring in your eyes, stroking the hair on your head
Then you stare at me deeply and ask if I actually do love you
I say yes.. and for once you know that someone is being true
Because even though they said it to you, they didn't mean it
They lied and lied until no two parts of anyone's story ever fit
But you believed me... and so I asked you the same
You said no doubt, and you had a little gleam in your left eye
And then I was finally secur