Kimbaline Navas (she who waits) Poems

As I woke to a gray morning, clouds cover my sky; raindrops fell on the rooftop of my room and a gloomy feeling of loneliness surround my soul as this emptiness eats me alive.

I lied back in my bed I started to reminisce of the past where my childhood ran into my adult life and the sweet smell of a lily field no longer made my eyes see the beauty of the new day coming.
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I lay awake; while you were at rest my hand on your back for just one caress.

Asleep in my arms, in my arms asleep,
I gaze in your eyes, for one loving peek.
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I search to find the blue moon that should be mine, air of serenity to allow my soul to breathe.
As I dig deep within myself to find that there is no one else that can bless me what a claim that I long for.
Blue moon over there I wish I can show you that I care, this life I live to die to find a love that was never mine.
Where will I search a world of pain and too much hurt how can we gain? Blue moon I search for just one embrace hold my heart close and don't erase, The steps of life, the path to the light of this unknown stage that we may not fear.
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I have no concept of time lock in this cell of mines, I have no way out the walls surrounds my thoughts consuming my mind with a empty feeling of loneness and I still have no concept of time.

I feel sadness around me, a dark hole is where I am I will see no sunshine today this will be my time to pray.
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I awakened this morning to a day filled with despair;
the tears that fell were all too much there.

A voice came about and this is what was said, “ this too shall pass.” This feeling that I felt woke my inner self to know that it does not matter what I am going through today, tomorrow is always a brand new day.
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We search our life to find a piece of happiness to find the perfect mate and to know that time is never too late.

The perfect man for me I find in you, my search is now ended the day that I have met you.
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Did I ever rate? Did my feeling ever matter? Did I ever come before some one or even some thing? The answer to that question is “NO.”

I was so blinded in love that I did not think of rating myself; place myself before you that were not even thought of.
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When the time comes there will be no more seconds nor minutes,
The things that use to be so wonderful will instantly diminish, The great thoughts you thought would last forever will soon fade,

You will see the clouds covering the sky much like they do at the end of every day.
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As season came and gone I still can hear your sweet voice, and the scent is imbedded in my heart forever as if this is a dreamers dream, I have just one last kiss to give.

Last night as I was gazing out my window I seen you walking in a field of wild flower, the way the moon sat upon your hair was like I could see a reflection of an angel.
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Last night I woken to my surprise you were right there, as I touched your face all of the hurt and dismay rushed my soul like a knife cutting out my heart I looked back down and you were gone.

I jumped out of bed searching the house for you, as the light from the moon reflecting off the heart that I wear of you my eyes seen the shine and I quickly realized that I was asleep.
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