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Myth

In life we all face different challenges and some beyond our control although to the outside eye or ear this does not seem to be true.

Whatever we say or think should be within our control true but I know this at one time was not the case. How you whom I knew longer than I had been alive believed it normal of me or just a horrible change of personality, no excuse because the truth you really knew. When I started to work through the fog of my reality or what it had become the one I needed, hated me for a reason they never should. You believe what you must to cope with the pain I never intentionally caused blame the one who broke inside her mind so she could be pushed away and left behind. Through sickness and health no infidelity so no excuse just scared to help the broken mind too scared of what you might find. I was dependent upon the one I loved more than life but something happened and I broke one day. Never asked you to save me but then I needed you to reign in my emotions and weaknesses no thanks bye. What I could not see was there standing in front of you saying what I could not mean, so why did you not try to stop me? Too many times I question this life because you were always the one thing in life that I did get right. The perfect fit I knew without a doubt that soul mates were not merely a myth. When will your self righteous veil of self preservation lift? Too much guilt I suppose if responsibility took hold. The weaving of brilliance scared to face something you could not understand or withhold.

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