Lady Lyrical Kay

Don't ever judge a book by its cover,
because only the good things you look for are in the index,
but what you skim over,
makes you feel you're too complex.
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Minding my business, I always stay quiet, I can't laugh too loud or I'm subject to crying.

Deep inside, I wanna weep like willows, but it seems I'm dysfunctional; my tears don't absorb in my pillow.
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1 I figured one day, that, that fate would come my way,
2 but hey, if it does, if it don't, it doesn't.
3 I realized, in my mind, with my soul beside, me,
4 I can feel comfortably, simplistically, in a
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Why release me from where I never wanted to be, then wipe me away, so innocently, but yet phaselessly? I am a tear, yet you wasted me. I never asked God, to make me, to be what I am; a tear. Even though I hold emotions, and show you what I can do, doesn't mean wipe me away. That's such nonsense. I represent many emotions; hatred, sorrow, joy & happiness, sadness and much more. Why make me be wasteless, when I want to set in your pores and hug you? Why let me dry up, like a shriveled prune, and let everyone [every other tear] touch the other parts of your toned & chiseled body and NOT me? If you decide why you always waste me, and wipe me away, be strong and let me stay in my hiding place. I would love to stay there and be warm. I'd rather like to see what beautiful things your encounter in life, than be wasted.


My POV
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I am that girl Trisey.
I am that 15 yr. old girl, from Inkster, born from Detroit. [est.1991]
I am that dark-skinned, big lipped, pretty when she wants, ugly when she has to be...
I am the black little girl that everyone in the household depends on.
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Deep in me, I want to become a better person,
I see the reflections of perfection,
my soul could be everlasting, if I ever changed.
I'm not deranged, that's just my main goal.
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Love is like a vault, I keep mines hidden,

only one has the key, to them it was given.
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This moment we had the other day,
I wish we could rewind it somehow, someway,
I love your skin pigment and how your skin feels,
Just reminiscin' on how I want you- just so surreal.
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Verse 1:
I just wanna run away, with you...
We don't have any time to play, so why don't you...
Please give me your heart while you take your time loving me, babe?
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'Love is a beautiful thing. I just believe if you make it seems so bad, painful- that's when it gets ugly.'

I never put one above thee, that's why He's so lovely & I'll never regret any moment he's added onto my life to put up with you.
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We all have eyes to see, breath to breathe but voice to speak but no one wants to ever take the step up to the podium to speak what's really real.
Give me the chance to speak, I'll defend us all, just believe in me... I know they'll take a stab at me, I'll sacrifice my life to fall.
I'm not afraid of the world and what it beholds, other than our Maker, but if you believe, you can achieve. Ain't that what our ancestors told us?
I hate quiet people with all my heart. I can't stand 'em. So, my question for them is: If you had the chance to speak or forever hold your peace?
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I was meant for somebody.
He was meant for somebody.
If I feel deep in my heart that I haven't found him, why is my rear-view mirror cloudy?
I shrug my shoulders,
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I had too much of you today, everyone says I'm crazy over you,
yeah, I admit, I'm addicted to you,
They took me to Rehab, but I said, 'No, no, no, '
'cause it's not gonna help, everytime I think of you my body gets cold;
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All I feel is his love,
on his sleeve,
it weakens my knees,
I feel his heart in his sleep;
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I put passion everyday into my life, no doubt about it,
but it seems like everyday someone dies, I can't allow it.
I can't keep accepting changes that I don't want to,
but I'm gonna have to, because I don't wanna die soon...
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Beginning to the end, beginning to the end,
that's all I can say is beginning to the end.
How many demons can I defend?
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It's been two years we've been together,
excludin' our fallouts and breakups,
now people continuously question me,
'Trisey... Why don't you just wake up? '
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Real Recognize Real, please,
because of the heat,
not temperaturewise, no,
but of mankind, it is,
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Last night, in fright, I fell down a hole, stood up swole, lies never told, to you my friend; like I said, may I begin again; I fell down a hole, stood up swole, with hurt... didn't know where I was, because, I believe this was a dream, to see, my future, that holds me, in the end.

A man, I take that back; yes, it was a spirit, named God. He said this is my timeline, of life, upon my sight. I suddenly, shrugging my shoulders, the beholder, held my life, and on my side, there were two buttons, that said 'Live' or 'Die.' God said, 'You shall decide.'
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