Lauren Ashleigh Poems

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1.
Hate You

You gave me my name,
and it coming from your mouth triggers some kind of shame,
First you loved me
Second you waver with me
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2.
God Please, I Think I'M In Love.

How can i say whats on my mind
When your always shifting sides
And how can i see whats right
When your always clouding up the light
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3.
Solitude

I hope it rains
In this part of town where the world wont find me
I'll try and convince myself your not the reason
the sun doesn't shine anymore
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4.
Hell Of Myself.

I cried in the changing rooms today. It had double mirrors so you could see every angle if you wanted to. I didn’t. It made it harder to avoid.
I am disgusting.
I thought about dying my hair dark because the roots are too golden to match the rest of my highlights, failure of home hairdressing. Even though I had make-up on I looked really washed out, at least with darker hair I’d have a reason to. Mum said she looked washed out too but she wasn’t wearing any make-up.
She asked me if I‘d been crying, I looked really down. I said no I hadn’t, I was fine. We continued shopping in silence. Occasionally she’d ask my opinion on things and I’d yes or no or ask about the calories.
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5.
Beast.

If you could only see,
The beast you’ve birthed in me,
I hide in the shadows,
As you walk through silent streets,
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6.
Chasing Changes.

Orange cast along aging streets,
It’s the natural death of everyday,
The moon holds out its black velvet,
And extinguishes every ray,
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7.
Ignorance.

Does anybody realise,
Would anyone believe,
Within is like a hurricanes foot print,
That’s started to taint inside of me,
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8.
Before The Morning

I woke up weak today
Needing your voice
i crawled to the speakers
to hide from the problems
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9.
In This Home.

In this broken home
theres a lot we dont do
we walk around the hole
to stop us falling through
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