Lauren Secret

Sorry im not perfect
Sorry im not what you want me to be,
Im sorry i have many insecurities,
I guess thats just a part of me.
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I want the rain to fall from the skies above,
And wash away my longing love,
I wish the rain would diguise my tears,
And let me forget all my fears,
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I could stand in a space,
Yet you cannot see my face,
They don't see my tears,
Don't ask of my fears,
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It's funny how a mirror helps a girl,
Not only does it help her see her lashes curl,
But lets her world around her unfurl,
Looking in her eyes,
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Valentines day
Perfect Day
who am i kidding?
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My weaknesses they wont show through,
I will not tell you my point of view,
I promise myself that i wont cry,
If i feel pain i will turn a blind eye.
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I thought you would be my first love,
Thats what i thought end of,
You held my hands in front of your mates,
I thought everything was going to be great,
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I look around me all the time,
And i admit seeing those pictures made me shy,
You see the posters upon the walls,
Silently inside you, you feel the tear falls.
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I want to say thank you to the frinds who saw me when no one else knew i was there,
The friends that hugged me when i cried,
The friends who supported me through desperate times,
The friends who talked to me when I was in despair,
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He hurt me,
He betrayed me
so how could he love me?
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