The only endorsement I pride,
Is the one God has given.
With the many attempts I've tried.
With prayer and faith with God by my side.
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I love my parents and sisters dearly.
I've been the first to their defense.
And I am sure they are aware of this.
However...
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Tongues and lips twisted.
While minds are blinded to world events.
As folks complain about the government,
Being too much in their lives.
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Expressing an attitude towards me,
Because my needs were then tolerated.
And she felt obligated to perform...
As if donating to a cause and charity.
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My standards have always been valued.
Just because they are freely displayed,
Does not mean I don't consider them...
As precious gems.
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If it was not for my efforts,
You would have nothing in life to do.
I'm only now beginning to understand,
How important these moments are for you.
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Futile is the attempt to create my reality,
For me.
Or what takes place in it,
To benefit another's version of life.
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Whose fool have I been?
Trying hard not again to pretend.
I'm the one who has my head between my knees,
Losing sleep and feeling weakness.
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Social maladjustments has stifled common sense.
And...
There is nothing easy trying to rid the hold of evils.
To coast and get along with people,
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How can anyone maintain compassion,
For those who are habitual liars.
And have made careers,
By ruining people's lives.
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