Leah chelsea Johnson

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Holding on like a force unexplained, my body feels emotionally drained,
Counting the tears as they fall from my tired eyes, holding myself closely so no one hears my cries,
This hollow body is left for you to see, you are to blame, and you did this to me,
You tore my heart from my chest, bled me dry and left me to rest,
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Tugging inside my chest you lay, throughout each & everyday, unveiling my deepest darkest thoughts, my mind is yours you came, you bought, you are my demon In disguise, you hold the key to the chest which you weave inside, my soul tainted with your lust, lust for my thoughts, my body, my trust, words that you paint on my lips, stripping my free will bit by bit, I crave the appetite you stole from me, you come you take you never see, beneath this skeleton I have become I hide you, my demon my only one.
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The rains hammering against the ground, watching it bounce making a thudding sound,
The wind clinging to my clothe so tight, the air so thick making my chest tight,
My bodies moving but I can't feel a thing, in my ears I can hear a faint ring,
I know Im crying I can feel the sadness, yet the rain hides the tears falling onto my lips,
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Help, I cant do this anymore im hiding behind closed doors,
I've lost myself once again, I need someone to help me mend,
Just hold me close to you, let me believe you need me too,
Im just asking for a helping hand, surely im not being bland,
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You look into my empty eyes, searching for an answer I cannot find, my hollow body lays before you, I'm praying for you to make me feel too, my empty shell I have become I want nothing more than to come undone, let you you pull at my empty seems, loosen the ties that have become inbeteen, I let my body tangle in your lies, my soul is lost it's gone, it died, you try to bring me back to life with words, but I feel nothing as I've learnt words are misheard, you trace my face with your fingertips kissing me
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You can wake up each morning and paint a smile on your face,
You can look up at the sky and stare into space,
You can lay alone at night and hide your tears,
You and pretend to the world that you have no fears,
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