lia bee Poems

hello, how are you? i'm back again
i couldnt stay away for long,
you never left my mind for a moment
even when you were gone,
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how could you leave me to fall down and not come to help me up?
how can u have so little time when we have gone through so much?
how can you not see through my mask like you used to do so well?
did our friendship mean so little to you?
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it all begins when i wake up and the morning light floods my room
i crawl out of bed still tired and go into the bathroom, with each careful step,
i begin my tranformation, the sleep gone from my eyes, my mask begins to form
as make up is applied and my hair is done i force my smile in the mirror
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Dear you,

you never truley cared for me
you never showed me respect
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Will you ever go away will you ever leave me in peace?
What do you want from me anyway? Do you want me to say i need you?
Do you want me to say goodbye? Would you rather that i live like this and slowly die?
What would you have me do to get rid of you? Do you really wish to torment me forever?
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You are gone now but you never left my mind or heart
I miss you every day and i feel slightly broken hearted,
My beautiful fairy godmother so talented and so true
the worlds a little darker now, now that it dosent have you,
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Hello my darling, How have you been? We havent spoken in so long.
You tell me there is someone new and your world revolves around her.
You are wondering what i am here for, not even you care anymore.
I know it was my fault, that i didnt give you enough of my time,
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You still havent left my mind and this shakes me to the core
My heart that i thought was healed seems to still be sore
I told you we were over, I got my little bit of closure
So why do i still think of you? Why do i feel regret?
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