Hey there, it's been a long long time,
Too long, but I've had much to do.
I'm sorry I went awol, ran amuck,
But the truth is, I was running blind
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Awaken
Sprawled out and branching, my tired body,
Lies heaped atop mattress and sheet,
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As I look out the window through the quivering trees,
I spy the frozen drip, picketed along barbed wire.
Beyond the crystalline fence, long thorny grass lies
In thousands of messy amber waves, held tight in winter's icy embrace.
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If words could say,
But for some reason, I can't find them
When you're near,
Everything seems to find a way to kill me.
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Who said your hands have to be bigger, stronger
Why can't they be smaller, the same size.
Who's to say your lips don't match mine,
I say they're a perfect fit pressed against mine, they fit just fine
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Twisted and churning, my blood will cease,
My spiked and brittle organ has slown it's pace,
(There's nothing but a dull throb)
Working like sap through my veins,
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Every word that slips my lips,
Is stated for your benefit.
What if I tell you that what's hidden
Beneath this smile is all a lie?
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