Living Experience

I’ve tried to write the words,
Surely something to say,
For the way you’ve treated me,
How we ended it that day.
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I thought what we had was real,
Too many complications seem to rise,
You became strained and distant,
And I fought to be by your side.
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All I know is it feels good,
My spirit sings and shouts,
My heart belongs to you,
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Into the light I step at dawn,
Wind blows pass me singing a song,
Flowers bloom, scent of dew,
Every thought seems to be of you.
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Thank you for seeing me,
For all the colours that I am,
Though not all tranquil,
They blend making a painting.
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Remember as a child,
All the little games you played,
Things to help the pain,
Make the hurting go away.
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Sitting in a rubber room,
Waiting for my ride,
Tired of these doctors,
Of people that just tell lies.
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I'm lost - lost without a prayer,
Without you my life is so empty so bare.
As spring approaches,
This winter love fades,
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Not sure what I’m feeling,
Whirl winds hardly describe,
The panic attack I’m having,
All of our thoughts collide.
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Can you tell me dad what I did to make you hate me so?
Can you tell me what I said to make you give up and go?
Was it because I wasn’t good enough and evil is all you see?
Was it too much guilt for you when you left me sitting in the tree?
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It’s hard for me to love you,
With our constant fight or flight,
It’s hard for me to trust you,
You’ve stripped me of the right.
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It seems we've come to a crossroads,
A long one to repair,
I never meant to hurt you,
Or cause you much despair.
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Although it may not be easy to actually say goodbye,
To the way that you all treated me with you bullying and lies.
Its not always easy trying to be accepted, often we conform,
To all the little games they played the ones I tried to ignore.
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Today I woke with a smile,
Because I dreamed of you,
And all the fantastic things,
You often always do.
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</>Don’t walk away from us like we haven’t earned the right,
You take all our money and the pavement's our bed at night.
Don’t tell us that we have to vote because we don’t believe,
You never live up to your word and set the workers free.
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It’s not always easy to describe,
What our hearts often feel,
Trying to shift through emotions,
Is what I feel real?
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A young girl stands on the corner,
Looking cheap and godly,
Yelling out to passing cars,
Yo Baby! Want to touch my body?
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Last night I had a freightful dream,
That scared me wide awake,
I still feel the eery chilling,
That night terrors often make.
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It’s funny when we think we know,
But really don’t know much at all,
We think we can communicate,
Then you receive the silent call.
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