lizzy smith

I'll make you beg
Like a dog
I can do this
All night long
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Just another day
In a teenagers life
Filled with rage, depression
Hate and lies
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I see the blade
It says my name
I reach for it
It cuts my vain
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I see the sorrow
in her eyes
the pain, the hurt
death and lies
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I look into a mirror
And see a dead soul
Her heart is black
So whitherd and cold
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I'm in a suicidal heaven
Where everyone has killed themselves
I was brain-washed to believe
That I would be sent down to hell
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Sitting in the dark
Fingers in my eyes
Curled in the corner
Bleeding as I die
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The tears they burn my redding eyes
My heart it aches form inside
I open my heart and let him in
Now he's ripped right out of it
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I see the bodies in my mind
Cold and dead covered in grime
I hear them cry and watch them wail
They reach for me, so cold so pale
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I hear the voices
In my head
They scream at me
And want me dead
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I feel the beat
Die away
Beating faintly
Full of shame
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The hurt is here
It never ends
Its always been here
My only friend
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I will sew my lips so I cannot speak
I will sew my eyes so I cannot see
I will sew my throat so I cannot breathe
I will sew my brain so I cannot think
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I do not sleep
I do not cry
I do not eat
I do not hide
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Hydro's, zanax
Cymbalta, prozac

These pills I eat
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Pale and cold
Dead and white
My eyes blank
Stricken with fright
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the pain within me
never ends
never takes a break
never goes away
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ther is nothing left
but cold and hate
a blackend heart
a miserable fate
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internal maggots
eating my heart
I gouge at myself
to get them out
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feilds of black
I see in my mind
decaying trees
dark-lit skies
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