LOVE_AND HATE_ Lyle Ashwyn Holland Poems

'The Search'

What's the address to happiness? ,
I'll go there with horses and carriages,
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Where are we at? At this moment I'm lost,
I'm stuck here, holding onto my thoughts.

All I wanna do is let go,
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Lost in a hole of darkness,
An endless cycle.
Swallowed by this Whirlpool,
Might turn out to be vital.
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This is All I Know...
She haunts my conscience,
Through the roads we traveled on,
So long ago...
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I'll drown in my tears,
Coz Its Loud in my ears,
The sound is so clear,
I'm not proud of my fear_
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When you try hard with every effort,
Believe in God and every blessing,
Have Confidence and never lack it_
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You're never there when I need you,
You're there when I don't want you,
But here we are. I still love you...
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I go through a lot...
But Nothing's on my mind,
I take a page and leave a dot...
on the very first line_
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What do you require,
What do you desire,
I can't write about anything...
Unless I go through it 1st.
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Looking for directions to leave earth.
So will you think I left right? ,

And if I'm living life wrong.
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