LxLove Love

You criticize everything I do
Yet you cant seem to find the
Reasons I do the things I do
You constantly ask me questions about how I feel
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Feeling horrible all the time
Having people so far apart
Now that everyone is gone I am left with an empty heart
it is not a good feeling hating the look on everyones face
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I know whats its like to be that girl
the every day wanna be
The girl who wants all the attention
But hey don't worry cause that's not me
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The problems i have wont't let me free
The problems i have wont let me be
Help is the word i need
But pain is the source i seek
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The memory of you brings a lot of pain
the memory of you will never be the same
You screwed up and i get it
But the damaged that You caused will always remain
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I know you are not going to change
And no longer am i ashamed
This is me and it's going to stay that way
You don't have to like it you cant have every thing your way
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Im letting go
Just Not caring anymore
This is my safe house
My way of just getting out
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