I can not stop dreaming about you again,
So it must be time to turn back to the pen
Tell me babygirl what I am supposed to do,
When all my thoughts are reverting to you?
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Dear Lord, life is pretty hard down here on Earth
And sometimes I curse the day of my birth
But it will be alright, it will all be okay
Because I am going to die someday
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In between all of the suicidal nightmares
And all of these quickly waning cares
My mind is like a complex maze
You have to navigate in a haze
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Welcome to our “great” modern day civilization
Where the primary objective is demoralization
Where being truly and openly religious
Is no longer considered to be prestigious
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I would have gone through the ringer for you
But now here is a middle finger for you
Because I was there when you needed someone
But where were you when I was holding that gun
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You know that I have been v8 scheming
And doing some muscle car dreaming
Thinking about the old Z28 that is all tired out
But how I am gonna make her great without a doubt
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Meet a poet with depression that is manic
He is constantly in a state of complete panic
His mind is starting to turn into rubble
And he is about to burst like a bubble
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This depression just won't stop filling me
And this depression is slowly killing me
I am tired of the burdens I carry on my shoulders
Lately they feel heavier than a thousand boulders
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This life is so hopeless or so it is seemin
I pray for an angel, but get another demon
I pray for strength, but I get weaker
I pray to be bold, but I get meeker
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Meet a kid with anxiety so bad it makes him go completely numb
He is an intelligent person, but people are convinced he is dumb
When it comes to other people he doesn’t know how to interact
Trying to talk to people scares the hell out of him as a matter of fact
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