MaddiiAnne O'Leary Poems

This is for a Sister of mine...

You may not realize what you are doing;
But I do...
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I have been told that I am beautiful, smart, tall and innocent;
But that is what other people who don't know me well say.
From those who know me and they can back me up,
I am as innocent as a sharp knife, meaning I am not innocent at all.
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Did you even love me? ? ?
Or were you just saying so to make me happy? ? ?
Cause it certainly seems that way now...
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Why do people fall in Love?
When it all ends in Betrayal.
We fall in Love because of Trust.
We Trust because we feel safe.
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We always said that we would always be at each others sides for life;
But in Ten months you are going...
Will that change anything? ? ? ? ? ? ?
I hope not...
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I live in the waterfall of life...
I live in sadness, misery, happiness and even dreed.
I live in a open and living hell...
So why do I live in this waterfall of life? ? ?
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I am sad…
I don't feel happiness like I used to…
I realise its because of you…
I realise its you…
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Pacing Teachers, Slaming bathroom doors,
Signs of the Exam Jitters.
2B pencils, Scribbling paper;
Objects to keep the peace.
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Everyday, every hour, ever since then;
I always thought of you as my sister…
But now you're turning your back on me cause I can't hold this back anymore…
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For the first time within the last week I will be going home;
For the first time within the last week I will be talking to you;
For the first time within the last week I will be clustrophobic;
For the first time within the last week I will be seeing you...
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