My parents denied
I was ever their kid
I wanted inside
But they tried to get rid
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I wish I had the guts to die
I’m tired of living this lie
Everyday I cry
Everyday I don’t want to try
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I sit down and look around,
But you know what I found?
A world of unhappy people staring.
All of them swearing.
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I can hear the water moving beneath me
I can hear the rush of the waves as they try to eat me
I can hear the wind as it blows around my face
I can hear the dogs barking in a shadowy place
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I saw your picture again
I let you get the better of me again
Part of me can’t stand you won
You make me wish I had a gun
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I lock myself in my room
With my music up to loud
Why can't I make anyone proud?
I cry myself to sleep
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And I can be kinda loud
But I'm still proud
To be me
See?
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There you lay on the floor
I walk in silently through the door
You were so close to death
Why would you ever take meth?
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Don’t say a word, You don’t look too well.
There’s something I’ve heard, About you and hell.
If you don’t change your ways, What’s the point?
At the end of days, You’ll be one to disappoint.
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The sky darkens, as I stare at the moon
I can only remember I have to leave soon
I knew I could not stay here for long
But, where I stand, nothing feels wrong
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