malorie genoff

im sick of not knowing,
im sick of not showing,
im sick of all the starring
im sick of not caring
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dont look back,
just forget,
keep straight,
dont give a shit!
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with every dropp a sheaded tear,
from a long lost loved no longer here.
with every puddle, a pile of dreaded trouble,
the free ones no longer fear.
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sometimes i sit and think,
what treasures in this world i most sincerly seek
and as my mind ponders away
i start to feel my soul decay.
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thares a scar on my heart,
that only i can see.
no matter how hard i try,
the pain stays hid deep inside of me
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sometimes its easier to run from what your scared of
sometimes its easier to confront your fears
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