Marie Brown

The desire to break the chain,
the chain of worry, pain and uncertainty.
I want a life of peace,
where i can wake to enjoy everyday.
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A child unknow to the perils of life,
with dreams of success and glory.
A high flyer,
An extrovert,
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I close my eyes,
Start to think.
Times of anger,
Moments of joy.
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My attempt at an escape route, trying to hide from reality.
The words that escape, but land nowhere near where they should.

I want to lay out every aspect of my life, flat like a piece of paper.
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you said you wanted me,
you said you needed me
you told me you loved me
but it was all a lie.
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A fantasy world,

I wish i lived in one,
One where emotions are always clear.
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Sat here on a cold hard floor,
Staring out of the window.
All I see is darkness,
Conveniently, the story of my life.
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I Lay awake at night,
Without you next to me,
It feels like i've lost you,
but you made a promise to me.
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I feel you
As you watch over me,
As you take care of me.
Even though my head knows that your gone,
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They say we learn from our mistakes,
but sadly in this case,
it wasn't quite that way.
I trusted you with my heart
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Can you open a door to the depths of your mind,
Just so i can find the answers i seek.
Answers that can help me try understand,
how you can treat me this devilish way.
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Its happening again,
that time in life.
Where it feels like no one cares,
where nothing matters to you.
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Infatuation comes oh so easy,
causing one to feel disoriented,
if the daily dose of devotion isn't delivered to ones needs.
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My Daddy,
the man who helped make me me,
the man who made every effort to be there for me.
To watch me swim and watch me sing,
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Life is so short,
I have come to learn.
Treasure every moment,
both good and bad.
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A mirror image of everyday i live,
where I wake up,
alone,
misguided,
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