Mark Clement Joseph S. Ferreras

When it gets dark the birds & flowers
Shut their eyes & says goodnight
And the father who loves them is counting the hours of darkness...
And keeps them safe until the light comes again & blur away the hour of darkness...
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First of all It's doesn't matter how far the distance is but how close the heart is...
It's not about the matter what you can or can't gave or even what she/he can or can't gave to each other but is the fact that you & your love ones is sharing together...
It's not the matter how dark your past is and her/his past too but is the fact that you & her/him has a bright future together...
It's not the matter how worst yourself or even her/his is but is the matter about how will you change or accept it for each other...
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I'm a man of darkness...

A man of darkness with a dark past and until now he is in the dark but he is hoping that someday that dark will fade off to his life...
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First of all it is not a time that you dreaming off but the time you spent to fulfill them all...
It isn't about how worst you have done in the past or even your mistakes but the lesson that you have learned from and the knowledge that stocked in your mind that you can use to teach everyone...
It's not about the sacrifices that you have done but the use of that sacrifices to everyone...
It's not about being a hero or a savior of anyone but the way how you live your life to anyone...
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Unlike others I'm always fear to hurt by someone and to hurt them too...
Unlike others I'm scare to fall down again one more time...
And unlike others I'm try everything to win the fight but still I'm lost too tight...
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Unlike the stars on the night...
Unlike the raven that fly towards those stars...
I always cry and felt in these dark side
Asking God why?
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Time goes by but my word for you will remain stand by my side...
It will never fade inside & always show these feeling outside...
It will be my light to continue in these life that blure away the darkside...
It will be my strength to continue in these painful life & my hope to see the morning in these endless night...
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Honestly...
Yes!
I admit my mistakes...
Mistakes that makes everything change
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MATURITY IS A CHOICE...

For some deep circumstances MATURITY IS A CHOICE...
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Over my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
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