maya crisol Poems

There was a time
somehow...somehere...
you belonged to something
though somedays...
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with all these filth
spewing out of me
how do you think will i be
of any good to you or to anyone?
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she's gripping at the doorknob..
she's about to turn it to finally step out
the black lady grabs her by the arm
her face wretched with hate and pain
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A place of confinement and restraint...
It's where you end up when you neither belong to heaven or hell
floating through timeless space...in a motion
so...exhausting...straining...tormenting...
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the fat sun's slowly setting
yeah and they all talk of merry
was i always like this?
and god...new year eve's coming
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yeah..it is christmas eve...
blessed are the hearts that are joyful tonight
whose smiles shine so bright
blessed are those who feel thankful and glad
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I don't know myself anymore
The words I say...i swear they're true
But in the morning...the meaning's gone
I feel confused...who said that?
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what an unhappy home
everyone walking around like ghosts
not hearing
not seeing
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please stop the weeping!
i can hear it I can hear it! ! !
though it's muffled it echoes
i can't bear this
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why did you show me much love...
will you be able to holdout forever?
can you promise not to change?
will you swear never to leave?
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