Meghan Mcclure

I bleed out to feel
Every cut you make
Goes deeper inside me
Each one leaves a searing hole
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I'm tired of this
I'm not her
So dont compare us
I get it im not good enough
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I thought i woke up next to you
I thought i heard you breathe
But your not here
so...
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I was there once
I made that mistake
I gave him my love
I gave him myself and my life
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My memories burn inside my head
So many things i left unsaid
Like how much i love you
And where i saw us going
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I take a sip and feel the hit
It slowly takes over me
Releasing my pain
I feel myself letting go
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I saw you
The memories rushed back
Somethings i missed
Others i didnt
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I feel the ocean breeze on my face
It reminded me of an earlier time
When i was yours
And you were mine
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You disgust me
I mean was that necessary
to she her like that
Uhhgg... you played me
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I feel sick to my stomach
Its tearing me alive
How could you do that
How can can one thing
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You called me tonight
Of coarse you made everything alright
You told me you loved me
Want only me
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My eyes flicker
I heard your voice
My heart races
I see your face
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I let my guard down
I'm scared and stressed
What if you dont want it
What if i need it
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Hearing your voice
Saying your name
Thinking sweet thoughts of you
Helps ease it
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My heart skips a beat
My face goes red
My stomach twists into a knot
I feel sick
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You ran your fingers...
across my back...
down my legs.....
I was the best thing i've felt for my age
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Everythings is how it used to be
How you would sneek here
To be near me
The lies and the sex
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Hearing you
I fall more in love
The way your voice sounds
How you make me feel
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I'm sorry
I'm sorry i'm not what you want
But i'm what you need
I'm sorry i'm not cold and unhappy
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Lets fast forward a few years he said
Alright here
You singing in a bar alone
To me finally breaking down and leaving
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