Melissa Howard Poems

All night i stay awake..
My past demons coming and dragging me back to the darkest sections in my mind..
All night there i am locked im my own hell..
My soul is black and stained with the deeds i have done..
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She cried herself to sleep everynite praying for someone to keep her safe.
Everynite she would pray just for an escape.
No matter how bad her situation was, No matter how many times she removed herself from a situation her next would just be worst.
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As you would come to my room each night.
Taking away my innocence and every last peice of the soul that i no longer have,
I always planned to one day ruin you..
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She was always there,
Without being there,
She always acted as if she didnt care,
So many tears that was shed,
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Is there no hope for a soul as tainted as mine?
Will i forever hold this fear of what is destined for me to become?
All the memories of what i have done comes back, Draging me to hell wher i belong.
My heart is filled with hate it feelis as if im going irate.
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