Melissa Mary

This is my life, the only thing that I know
Trying to prepare for my future
Miserable as can be doing all work, being lonely
Even though tomorrow is unsure.
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It's lonely here.
Though I am surrounded by people everywhere I go
I am lonely.
I'm tired here.
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I broke tonight
and it felt so good
when our lips touched
it all felt right
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There is no such thing as free will.
Not with you, at least.
You force me to slowly kill myself.
I'm killing you, the same way you're killing me.
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I'm ready to be your fallback...
I'm ready; I know I'm not the one.
But after all that we've been through
and all the love we shared...
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I can't control how much I want you
No matter how bad you are for me
I breathe you in and hold you tight
Your aroma is so poisoning.
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No pictures, no home.
Unwelcome and alone.
Chewed up and spat out-
Where do i go now?
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It's growing colder now
More dark is setting in
It's getting harder now
I can't hold myself in
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When the night air touches my skin...
I feel I'm at home, I welcome it in.
And when I'm alone is when I feel me
turning into the night.
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Like this again,

The feeling's the same.
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sweet dreams, little girl

sweet dreams and good night
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The smoke comes out of my lungs
But stays in my mind
A cloud of despair hangs over my head
From what he left behind
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Meet me in my Dreamland
where all is good and right.
Where all I know is love and peace
and I live by the night.
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The stars are hiding again.
It's the second night in a row.
They used to be my only friends-
The only ones that know.
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If I fall and lose it all

If I cry - will you be there?
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You were my love
You meant everything to me
You told me to be strong
Said it's all meant to be
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Left out in the winter
Pain emanating from my core.
The windows and doors are locked
Can't feel my heart anymore.
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Quiet, cold, and broken.
Uncomfortable, numbing, and frozen.
Burnt red skin and cracking ice.
Cold, little tears spilling out of the sky.
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Tearing apart theses wings on my back
that make me fly.
Tearing apart these wings in the hopes
that I might die.
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