Murasaki Kitsune

Been gone for quite some time
I been in a rut and far from fine
I been through so much and grown a lot
But there one thing I have surely forgot
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All I'm looking for is salvation
For myself and the whole nation
Never within my wildest imagination
Would I thought we would come to this state
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Deep inside the most desolate regions of my mind, I sit in an open field
This domain is my inner sanctuary, where I can go and be one with my thoughts
Sitting in the middle of a field of vibrant colorful flowers all around, bird making sweet sounds
It is truly a happy place meant for the gods, then something happen that was pretty odd
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Gather around come all
It is that time of year
Dinner bells rings and call
Everyone is finally here
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Up to the door and give it a ring
There having me wait for nothing
Give a call to let them know
That I'm here cause I am ready to go
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The bond can be strong and unchangeable
It can make life worth living and bearable
But a bond not worth savaging is worth less
Than the mud on the bottom of a shoe from payless
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Wondering where I been at, honest it don't even matter
Lately I feel troubled like I'm Marshal Matters
Life in the hood aint not joke, it will have you chock
Looking for the antidote to cure the bad artichoke
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Greatness with every fiber of her soul
Real with though skin so she can be a lil cold
Every lasting she never once doubted at all
Talented just watch her bowl her bowling ball
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Nothing to do as the day passes on, with dull moments filling the seconds
Why not meditate, so without hesitate I laid down on my bed
Took one long breathe in and on the exhale I fell into a trance
What is this, how can this be, thing here have gone to hell
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It is the season to be jolly
All religions and find some holly
Rejoice within the holidays that brings together
Family friends and lover in the worst of weathers
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Am I the greatest,   that a question to behold
Even tho my story only halfway told
Time to upload a clip and watch how it unfolds
Just a young man trying to find a way in life
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The last month has been nothing but a pain
It seem like a never ending assault of rain
Near the break of being homeless with nowhere to go
Cant find a place to stay, rejection over and over, OH NO! !
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This is how I feel, an outrage of emotion that overflows like lava
Sometimes anger burning so bright, so I have to go to cava
Food is good it always make me feel like I'm at ease
Still there are times when I just cant get my heart to not bleed
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You found me, even at my darkest day, and thinking the despair will never go away
Giving up on relationships, trying to pick up all the bits and parts of my life, you found me
Shall I call this destiny, sometimes it seem like a fantasy, it just seem too real to me
You found me, and ever since everyday has been a blast, I no longer look at my past
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This is how I do it just so fluent
Never looking back one what I ruined
Democracy will never be the death of me
Prophecies will never control my destiny
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The sun shines bright as it can be
Life live everywhere as far as the eye can see
Vegetation thrives vibrant throughout the soil
Bones decaying in the earth one day will be turn into oil
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It goes over and under
Still you barely ever wonder
Just how it may tie your shoes
Without them your shoes may die
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There a real fine line where thing get out of hand
Everyone looks up to you like your the man with the plan
Helping one after another so they can be at ease
And never show the problems that bring you to your knees
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Waking up, feeling kinda weak
Everything feel like its a dream
Get out of bed to begin my day
Walk down stairs to see something strange
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There a kind of feeling that you can only get
From having good friend that you can call family
Blood is thicker than weather this is true
But your homies will never let you regret
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