musicland suicide

these days seem like nothing but slow suicide

but only from the inside.
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i cant take this anymore

you left me high and dry
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to sit here and breathe in a
syncopated rythem
so seemingly simple
yet so hard...
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06: 33 AM - split in two

ive felt this pain before
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somehow i allways knew
ever since you first took my hand
that we could never be
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my heart yerns for the simple things in life
back when you could pretend and then be you
and play
'just like kidengarten'
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sorry i never said goodbye
sorry i never loved you
sorry i died not knowing if you loved me
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i see you out there in bright colors

but what you don't realize is that i see through your
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i loved you

and you loved me
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dont cry over me or us.

what we have isnt replaceable.
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this is the call of my heart to be
free frm the things tht trap me and keep me here...
all tht i ask is room to breathe.
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i'm so tired

tired of it all
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to become invisble

oh wht a desire
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u've left me w nothing more

wishing death
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sitting here i think im nt alone
but i wonder as i wonder
do u care?
for this i have hidden and this i will share
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wht r u hopin to gain from forgiveness?
the stars have never changed
they only moved
but you dont remember that for u keep
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this is my feelings and they kill

forever hating wht ive become
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the world chose to say hello

but only as i bid it farewell
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the pain its still here
the sorrow, the hole
it's all still here
it's been sown by the word
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the rain is falling and
landing on my head
my hair is falling on my shoulders
my head itches and i scratch it and blood flows down
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