Natasha Clark

how do u help someone u love
someone as pale as a dove
hurting beneath the surface
pain burning like a furnace
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the feeling she once had have come to and end
i was hoping that we could atleast be friendsbut now i see
that is not probabable
although it is possible
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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
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I love you need you
but I cant be with you
cause in the end I'll deceive you
Because I want her too
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i cant explain whats changed
i dont know how to say it
my body feels different
my soul aches for the wholeness i once knew
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i am a shell
a casing
covering what i used to be
on the inside i am empty
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you see the real me
its not hard for me to see
that you love me for who i am inside
you see what i try to hide
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the day is over and i cant breathe
so much pain suffered
how can i break the tension in my heart?
i dont want her to leave
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i cant belive that i can be this mean
no matter how hard i try
i cant stop hurting her
what am i supposed to
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IS OVER
you put up a good fight i know
YOU HOVER
like an angel that never shows
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Whats the last thing she said to me? ?
How was i supposed to know
And how was i supposed to see
That thing that she never showed
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i cant believe you are all i can think about
without you here im going through a lovers drought.
i need you by my side
no matter what how hard i try to hide
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we all havechoices to make
the consequences we must take
and the results of our actions
may leave our hearts in fractions
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love is pain
love is hurt
love is happiness
love is kissing in the rain
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so confused dont know what to do
sittin here in this chair stuck on you
hopin i get over it
wishin i could move on
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ima a love hypochondriac
always thinkin something is wrong
i can be satisfied
just dont know how to be
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the pain sets in
i feel alone
hopeless without you
this life holds no home
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no matter how far i go
there is one thing i know
i will love you no matter what
im sure you know that but
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