Nathan Charles

Stepping out of the shadows to feel the warmth of the light.
To come to an understanding of leaving a lose/lose situation,
and yet feel victorious.
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The day is long… the day is dark. I go to my little place to which but almost gone. Things I do to change the ways. The wages of my actions are high, and I know it is wrong.

Time passes by with distance never changing. The pain to watch as she has no defending. I speak words to show concern. I do no hide myself for the reason I have nothing to hide. I set here feeling numb to the world, but my soul is arguing with the world.
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The pain of one life to begin another. To step out of the shadows to be burned by the sun. To walk slow and understand the meaning of things.

To slowly digest the words of another. To intake the breath of new life. For 4 months learning, waiting, wishing only to crash once again.
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The time is now to shed the time shared by another. The walk was good, just need time to clear my mind.

I asked, I talked, I explained, and yet my trust was violated. To hide things, and to leave one behind is a violation in the worst way.
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