Lady N Poems

If I get a little sexual, please excuse my hands,
Please excuse the way they touch, or where they are to land,
If I get a little physical, please pardon me so,
Please pardon my eyes, my lips, and where they are to go,
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He stares into my eyes, as if he's looking into my soul,
Which he holds the other half of, together they make a whole,
He looks down at me, and smiles his beautiful smile,
That makes it impossible to be untrue to him, I'm no longer in denial,
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You flew out of the sky, and came into my soul,
I was broken and torn, but you made me a whole,
You flew into my life, from the great Heaven above,
God sent you down for me, God made you my love,
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(To all my readers who feel un-pretty)
Dear God,
I come to you tonight to say,
Please make my insecurities go away,
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If you look in my heart, you'll see a shattered soul,
If you look in my face, you'll see a girl, un-whole,
If you look in my eyes, you'll see nothing wrong,
If you lift up my shirt, you'll see the bruises, I stayed strong,
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Tears fall down my eyes, I try to hide them so I wipe them away,
Wishing someone would comfort me, just tell me I'll be okay,
Praying someone would help me, because all I need is a helping hand,
Or someone who's felt my pain, someone who'd understand,
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Red blood trickles down my arm, and clear tears escape my eyes,
I grab hold of the blade, as I cut for all the lies,
Emptiness in my head, and sorrow in my soul,
Lost in this thing called life, empty, hard, un-whole,
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Come back, wait one moment, please don't go running out that door,
There's a better way to handle this, let’s talk a little more,
Glass lies on the carpet, once whole but now it’s shattered,
A house once equal and full, now so empty and tattered,
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I am the author of my own life, but unfortunately I'm writing in pen,
So I can't erase my mistakes, but only repent all of my sins,
I come to you dear God, in hopes of a better life,
In hopes of a better future, give me the strength to put down that knife,
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The blade goes through my skin, as I dig deeply into my vein,
Trying to erase the hurt, trying to forget the pain,
My hand goes weak, but I manage to pick up the phone,
Unsure if I wanted to live or die, I decided to stay strong,
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