Lady N Poems

Lucky for us to be here, together at this time,
To feel you inside of me, I am yours and you are mine,
Lucky for us to share this hour of lasting pain,
Or to feel you in my stomach, or have my tongue drive you insane,
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If I could kill pretty girls, I'd snatch the hair out of their heads,
Or suffocate them while they are sleeping in their pretty little beds,
I'd strangle them to death, until their faces turn pale,
I'd stab them in the heart six times, and then drag them to hell,
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Should I do it? , Stop the pain,
Use the blade to cut my vein,
Should I do it? , Stop the hurt,
My life on Earth, is now life in dirt,
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He pushes me, I try to fight back, but he's stronger,
He promised he wouldn't hurt me, what was only hours felt longer,
Minutes felt like hours, hours felt like days, and days felt like years,
He puts his hand over my mouth, muffles my screams, wipes away my tears,
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You, with your hurtful lies and your stabbing knife,
With your powerful words and controlling life,
How dare you stand before me and look into my eyes,
And tell me that you love me, when we know that it's all lies,
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Time is slow, but seems to move fast like a rush hour,
In those minutes lives are brought in, others are taken,
Time looks upon us, like a man on top of the tallest tower,
Time stops for no one, and when we think it does, we are mistaken,
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He spoke to me, I hesitated, but eventually I spoke back,
Scared that he might judge me, 'Why is it love she lack? ',
His words of knowledge sang, like music in my ears,
Was he the sign I was looking for? , to help me then disappear,
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Too much heartbreaks in the past, I think it's time to let go,
I packed away all of its bags, so love don't live here anymore,
A cold vacant place, is what remains left of my soul,
Once a red throbbing heart, now a black pitiful hole,
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I don't wanna lose this feeling, not ready to let it go,
I don't wanna lose you baby, over being hurt before,
I love how I feel when I'm with you, I hate how I am when you're gone,
I hate that I'm afraid to let go, because them other niggas did me wrong,
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