nicky joyce

I sit here with a shocked face
Cant explain what just took place
I get told that a friend has died
What do i say i just want to cry
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My friend is unique
My friend is one of a kind
My friend is perfect
My friend is someone hard to find
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I am so lucky come look at me
See what I have see what I’ve achvied
Come listen for a while and listen real good
Will tell you how it started but the start was not good
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Something shining so deep and bright
What was this standing in my sight?
Was this the person I once saw?
That’s impossible surely it’s a door
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Spin me in a tea cup
Spin me round and round
Spin me till I lose my memory
Spin me till I lose my frown
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Beautiful surroundings dazzle my eyes
A sense of laughter taken by surprise
Thinking of travel and the big wide world
Looking for inspiration while you toss and turn
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What if I broke you like you broke me?
What if I fixed you but you didn’t me
What if I hurt you like you did me?
What if I tried but you didn’t see
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Thank you for being so endearing
Thank you for the time you have given
Thank you for sharing some laughs
Thank you, you are top class
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Tidal waves we sit and watch
Thundering sounds clashing thoughts
Water flows with such depth and grace
We sit and look with sheer amaze
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Looking at the four walls
Struggling with all these fears
Trying to understand
When and if I will heal
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Take my hand and hold it tight
I will take you and show you light
Listen to me me while I talk
Will give you answers to undo that thought
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Lying in the bath thinking
Of all the things I want to say
But when it comes down to it
They all seem to stray away
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You started getting cold with me for the last few days
What have I done so wrong why did it all change?
I know you're poorly and I wish I could help
But shutting me out when I`m hurting
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The day is done, and the darkness falls
A feeling of achievement and goals
For once was a beautiful day
Turned to sadness and sorrow
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People are liar’s frauds and fakes
Taking people`s hearts and scrunching them away
Toiling with their emotions to suit their needs
Looking back laughing as they leave
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My aunt to me is the greatest person in this world,
one in a million one to fix all hurt
She has the biggest heart with the most caring touch,
which she shares with me so very much
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Starting to feel sadden and depressed
I helped you find yourself when you were distressed
Feeling alone unthought-of and deprived
For some unknown reason brings tears to my eyes
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Wondering around with bare feet
Touching the sand tickling my feet
The sea air filling my lungs
Being there makes me close to my son
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Amazing is what I use to think
Before mind starts to over think
Wanting to sit and watch the waves
Wanting to stare at ur amazing gaze
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Please don’t leave me
I need you in my life
Someone I trust
Someone who knows all my sides
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