Nicky Turner

Your eyes sockets are empty
Your lips are cold and white
Your imagination has gone to waste
Your life went in such haste
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Spoken softly
A whisper in my ear
She has something to plan
A friend giggles and gives her a nudge
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why friends call themselves friends, and i know they care
i can't be trusted to hold a heart
i can't be trusted with a friend
why can't i find the courage to stand up to those beating themselves down,
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wet sobby soaking lot of someone else’s lies
I cry for the reason now I sit here and die
Trying to remember the time I was happiest
The tears have clouded over and the thin red blood line dries
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Rivers of molten lava
Fresh hot salty tears

Lay to rest my worries
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my eyes unyielding
cry for the time
when lovers loved and
teachers, taught
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That little girl eyes so bright
That little one that never did fight
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Crying those lonely tears
Drying those empty eyes

No feeling left inside
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I once knew a love I thought I could not live without
Til this day that love is still out there, I’m just not the fool who wears it on my sleeve
When that love was doomed I held on, kept a tight grip on it
Now all I have to show for it is a bloody hand
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Tortures of hell compete with nothing over the agony of living
Living is so worthless what is there when we die anyway what have we achieved
Death is so much easier it’s inevitable, you can’t stop it
It’d feel so much better to embrace what we cannot change
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When you die I will laugh
With all these emotions in my mind
I can’t see that ghastly design
But when the things I’m thinking spill to paper
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Fallen angel what do you see
The deep red blood falling from me
You lost all your hope
You lost your wings;
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Have you ever tried to be someone you just couldn’t be?
Have you ever tried to love someone and they just set you free?
Have you ever tried to act normal when things are so insane?
And have you shuttered at the thought to say something right?
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Silent as the night they were inflicted
They tell a story like no other in a book
And hide a secret no one could keep
As they bleed the pain dwindles
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I bleed to know, what I want
I bleed to know, how I feel
I bleed to know, that I’m still alive, that I’m still here
I bleed to know, pains still real
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Emptiness within me
A black hole
No emotion
Nothing
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Cascading red down my wrists,
Blood specks on my lips,
Copper taste, my will be free
These things are always haunting me
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