Nicole Jaimie Carothers

I'm so
...so hateful
...so stressed
To a point of which I'm going to snap, in half, in quarters, into a million tiny pieces so no one can find me.....
...

You were everything I wanted
perfectly complete.

You were anything honest
...

Confused, afraid
Your face haunts my dreams and I
can feel your pain, it stayed
after you went away.
...

I'm tired of being behind...
its seems as though i am all of the time
Its too hard to keep up
every time i turn around i get stuck
...

Her hair flows down long
and black
like a creek
hidden away in a sleeping forest at night
...

Curse words and pain...
are my synonyms for you............

I hope your death is as painful
...

I'm hungry
a feeling inescapable
hungry for love
hungry for compassion
...

I dont want to have my last memory of you
screaming in my face.

I dont want to watch as you give up
...

I'll hold your hand on the
bridge.
And I wont let go.
Until we both slip away,
...

You're like a drug
that i cant get enough of
you give me that high
that I'm always in search of
...

I want so bad to tell you
whisper in your ear those little words
that will make or break my heart...my soul
I want so bad to hold you tonight
...

Searching aimlessly
for just one thing...
a place to call home
a place to be alone.
...